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I haven't felt like posting of late. Even pretty mellow on facebook. Just getting back into doing things.
Wanted to start a blog annoyomous so i can talk and tell tales without friends/co-workers etc having the possiblity of accessing it.
Life has been fine. Work of late was very stressful dealing with an audit. Now back to focusing on me and my life.
Been dating casually. All is fine with there. Nothing amazing just fun and distracting when needed.
Looking forward to my four day weekend. Today is my friday and will be lazy and have fun. I'm sure it will go all too quickly.
Would say more but just not in me.Current Mood:  content |
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The weekend was good but cold. Had to work sat morning with the wonderful ice and over-all ass freezing weather.
I was going to go to Boulder on sat and didn't want to drive....so take the BUS!
It was great...yes had to wait in the cold a bit, but worth it so I didn't have to drive on icey streets with morons.
When 9pm came and it was even colder and iceier I sat in a warm bus and napped. Good time in Boulder, chill, dinner and wine with friend and cuddling on couch.
Sunday I was uber domestic, made pumpkin soup, shrimp salad and did more getting rid of, of stuff and organized my livingroom...finally. Bedroom is next...that will be a full day project I'm sure.
Being productive already and it's only Tuesday at 5am. Today more errands and things to do. Now that i have some assemblence of money I can buy things I've been needing, like food. Also odds and ends to make the apt more like home.
I forsee lots of shopping in my future.
So yeah...cold weekend but i still got my ass out and did stuff.Current Mood:  cold |
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Yes i'm back to my debaucherous ways.
Had a great weekend. Lots of fun and now have i'm sure another boring week of work in front of me.
Not going to go into detail...but fun was had by all.Current Mood:  exhausted |
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guess I didn't really post but yes the move is done, the cleaning is done and just waiting impatiently for my deposit.
I will be getting all of it back I am told. YAY!
Still settling to the new place. Still stuff scattered everywhere. Big surpise there eh?
Beyond that nothing new or different or exciting. Just life.Current Mood: mellow |
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Today and maybe tomorrow will be cleaning days......
If you feel your inner house elf and want to come out and clean let me know. ;)
Yes i know that won't happen.
But thanks to all that have helped sort, pack, and move and get rid of tons of shit for me.
I'm sure there is more i'll be getting rid of once i start sorting the tubs i have sitting around the apt.
I'm hoping to have the walk through this weekend, and I hope...my land lady will get me my deposit refund to me quickly.Current Mood:  awake |
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Cleaning starts this week. thankfully the apt isn't that dirty. Of course I say that now and start in and find out different. lol
The dust rhinos on the floors are probably the worst of it.
I have stacks of stuff in the apt to put away. That will probably be a week long project ending with me getting rid of more shit.
Other news, i'm happy for so many friends that are doing well and have special someones in their lives. I can vicariously live through them.
I'm thinking i need to get settled in my apt before the big job hunt happens. don't want to take on too much all at once.
Besides that life is ....kind of dull...but better than being full of drama.
Sep. 22nd, 2009 @ 05:28 am
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Think it's time to look for a new job.
K...it's past time.
Sep. 21st, 2009 @ 05:46 am
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Things are still good.
Yes moving is still a pain. I work 8 hours and go to apt and do a few hours of work and move so slow. It'll be done.
I'm putting lots in the back alley way, and gone in a day.
Work is still work. Next tues is my one year anniversary in hell, er um I mean at this job.
Other news still very twitterpated. Have a date tonight. Probably casual, take out, movie rental and cuddling. Sounds perfect to me.
Sep. 18th, 2009 @ 05:51 am
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Well moving sort of happened. My friends truck broke down and didn't get fixed till 5:30pm and due to my work schedule had to stop around 7pm. So got all the "big" stuff taken care of, but didn't touch the basement or the kitchen.
My mom is coming up this week to help me clean and we will pack more of that up.
I of course re-injured my knee by trying to move too much too fast.
But on the good side of things....got my hair cut all spikey cute again, put turquoise in my hair and all that.
I believe the next big thing is not the cleaning surprisingly enough...it will be the loads of crap to goodwill.
Guess i should pretend to work now.
Sep. 15th, 2009 @ 05:29 am
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Had a great date last night. He reminds me of my best friend. Their b-days are only a few days apart, they both lean to the dark side, their bedrooms are kept pitch black, good with reading people, introvert but can masquerade as an extrovert and many other things he's like him.
Kind of made me happy but sort of weird as well. We shall see how it goes. I'm hopefull and very twitterpatted.
More moving tomorrow. the rest of the big stuff and hopefully basement tomorrow. GO TEAM!
Sep. 12th, 2009 @ 01:16 pm
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More moving I'm sure this weekend. Done a decent amount this week. Bathroom is 90% moved, working on clothes now, rest of bedroom will be sunday.
I am taking a bit of time off today to put things away and go out on a date. Nice going out with someone you feel comfortable with. Should be a long and relaxing night of good company and a nice, still mostly summer, night.
I haven't been hitting the gym much this week but I'm still sore....oh yeah moving furniture and heavy boxes will do that. I'm also covered in bruises on my arms from carrying things too heavy for me, but I'll survive.
The week of work has been hard and hellish but it's almost over so i'm good.
Sep. 11th, 2009 @ 05:52 am
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I read a friends post and i realized he was talking about our meeting. It was so amazing. when he told it i felt so.....squishy good. Had no idea. I remember walking up to him because he didn't care. I was in a club and he was mellow, and cute as hell. I looked at him and said I like him, i want him to like me. and to my amazment he liked me.
He came over to my roommates place and the slut she was she showed her tits and he didn't care he was still into me.
Until this day I really had NO IDEA how much I meant to him. I tried to rekindle things and thought he was just done etc.
That's a long stuipid story too. Until today I didn't know. wow...wish i would've. I would've made my last trip stick more if i had to do it with a crow bar. Which i tried to make stick but he pushed me away but another story.
But he found someone he feels for like i just now know he felt for me. I'm so happy. He is the greatest man I've ever known. I'm so happy for him. I hope he gets the chance we never had, my damn gypsy ways, but i am who i am.
I'm leaving the country again....what can i say i'm hard to love.
Good luck my wonderful friend. will always love you.
Sep. 10th, 2009 @ 12:45 am
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Moved my living room stuff except for one lamp. Bedroom stuff, curtains off walls. today will be hanging curtains, making bed and napping. Didn't sleep worth a damn last night, so sleepy time is needed.
I hope to be 90% moved by the end of next weekend. We shall see.....
Sep. 8th, 2009 @ 06:40 am
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So far the holiday weekend has been good. Friday was hanging out at my new place trying to get a feel for it. Saturday was awesome fun with friends and birthday and sushi. Sunday mellow with family, and sunday night a really great date. We hope to see each other again on the weekend.
Going to do some more moving today with a friend and rum!
Unfortunatly work tomorrow so early to bed. Sigh.
Hope all are doing well.
Sep. 7th, 2009 @ 02:18 pm
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It's the fourth and the idea of moving isn't so looming now. somewhere around the 12th I'll be moving my big stuff, or maybe the 19th. Dependant on when my friend with his truck is coming down from Vail.
Again not in a hurry.
Looking forward to my three day weekend. One of my best friends b-day celebration is saturday which I'm much looking forward too. I'll stay over sat night and bum around manitou on sunday and head home to do more packing and moving.
As for tonight, anything is possible. Anyone have ideas on what i should do?
Sep. 4th, 2009 @ 05:27 am
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Have the new place. started packing up stuff today. Wanted to move my rug but must be cleaned first. I have it over the fence and hosing it down and brushing it down it etc.
I think i know why i love that rug so much. Besides it's an old big persian rug and covers lots of space. The house that was next to my families house burnt down before i was born and my parents bought the lot and the burnt down house. There were only two things that made it through the fire. An old bird cage, wood...yes it made it and my rug. Yes it has a few scorch marks.
I think i like it more because of it. It's been through a lot but it stays together and beautiful, yes a few marks for wear and showing the challenges it's been through but that shows charater.
I guess I'd like to think of myself like that rug, and that's why I'm so attached to it.
Just thought I'd share.
Sep. 1st, 2009 @ 04:30 pm
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I sign a lease on a new place today after work. I had another place in mind and then realized I should try and pinch as many pennies as possible.
There are of course cons to the place but I think it'll be a nice place for me. Very different but good. It's a little place which will force me to get rid of LOTS OF SCHTUFF! Also on the good side I'm getting sept rent free because they are desperate to get it filled. So I can slowly move in and get rid of things rather than a kamakazi everything done in one day.
A con which actually might end up being a pro is that it is a garden level. The con in my mind is not much light for my plants, or me. But because of the garden level, everything is in my reach in the kitchen. the up above fridge cabinets still will need a step stool. But in my present apt I can't even reach the second shelf all the way without a ladder, yes I'm short.
Also easier to cover windows in the bedroom for my odd sleeping hours. Bedroom is also on the small size. Which means I need to get rid of a dresser which means get rid of more clothes. Another good thing.
Plus side it is hardwood floors yay! Has dishwasher, I've missed having one, off street assigned parking, storage locker, heat and water inlcuded in rent. Nice location, walking distance to the grocery store, not too far from my current locale.
Guess that's it for now. For a month I'll have two places to live. I could have a double life..how exciting!!
Sep. 1st, 2009 @ 06:40 am
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K- sick of being sick and tired and displeased, I fucking did something.
I put in my application to peacecorps. With any luck I'll be accepted and away I go!!!!!
Tired of trying to figure something out around here to make me happy and proud of what I'm doing with my life. Hopefully with in a year I'll be going somewhere.
So yeah...that's all for now.
Aug. 26th, 2009 @ 12:54 pm
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I think i found an apt. Well I know i like it, just wait and see my references check out. Not too worried there. My past land lords love me. This is making me kind of sick. The idea of moving out of the apt I love and getting rid of stuff etc is looming over me like a hail cloud.
Right now I'm really stressed, stressed to the point I feel paralized to get anything done. I know I'll snap out of it. I kind of have too. I'm trying not to dwell, but hard when you're sitting at home and looking at everything you're going to miss. All the good memories, good times, good parties. I know there will be more elsewhere, but right now it's sad.
I feel pretty disconnected from Denver, my job, and my life as it is now. But things will work out. I think i need a vacation of sorts. Maybe i'll be able to in Oct.
Aug. 24th, 2009 @ 06:41 am
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Been looking for a place for oct. lots of good places out there actually.
Also the purge has good hope. My extra mattress is spoken for, possible two queen bed sets, will know in about an hour. Bookcase probably gone on sat, with whatever else Dave may want.
Been having a problem with the shoes. Apparently I have very small feet and can't seem to find anyone to fit them. Sigh..think I'll put a lot of the clubby type shoes on craigslist rather than trying to find a good home for them.
I hope to have my basement emptied by Sept 1st. Still wondering if I'm going to have to sell my gas grill or not. Depends on the apt I get I'm sure.
Waffling on selling the t.v. I probably should, but debating. I guess if someone makes a good offer I'll let it go.
Went out on a date of sorts last night. It was fun. It's nice to go out with someone that is intelligent and not intimidated by mine.
Might just be friends, but that's fine. Not all into dating and all that right now anyway.
If anyone wants to loot through my basement of "schtuff" let me know. This weekend doing lots of that.
Aug. 21st, 2009 @ 06:26 am
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